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At the risk of sounding pessimistic, I am writing my thought process that went through my brain after seeing the bidding results!

“…I felt a stark loneliness surrounding me for a moment. Whoever came to my mind appeared selfish…including close friends…Whatever be the close bonding, when it comes to personal needs and personal care, selfishness takes priority. The future terms appeared full of back-stabbing, ditching, and whatever similar stuff….If this is of any distant indication to recruitment season, God save me…

After all, you are on your own…People however social they might appear, they always manage to take care of themselves…But I am some crazy kind…If I see good social atmosphere, I believe the system so much and become dependant on that…I always does this mistake…

Buddy, this is not a place to be ‘good’…this is a place to be street-smart…to be shrewd….to be cunning, foxy, knavish, wily!!!!

Will I acquire this attributes?…Should I imbibe this into my system? and if so, when will I imbibe this into my system…Sometimes, it’s very tough to change the underlying characteristics..isn’t it??…”

All this in a short duration of 10-30 sec! Then my rational part tookover and consoled me…Now, I see opportunities emerging out of the situation…Subjects like Rural marketing, Knowledge management are appealing to me!!!

PS: I tried just to capture the insecure feeling that I felt for a brief moment…Nothing more nothing less..Many of us would undergo such thoughts at some point of time in life…